I fell asleep
Tired from all of this nonsense
Tired of them talking about what I should do, who I should be... controlling everything
I finally got to close my eyes and let me slip away
Slip away into a world that seems more real
If only it was really like that
Letting my breath almost stop and my heart flutter to the sound of my angst
I was almost there...almost to the world that let me escape from this complete insanity
And there she was again, waiting for me to come back
Waiting to get her chance on changing me
Changing me to who I should really be
But for some reason I could never fully give in.
I could never let my self slip to the point where...
I am too afraid to see of what I would become if she became a part of me...To scared to see...
She giggled at me "But I already am a part of you...can't you see."
needless to say we did actually look alike
"Our hearts beat the same...our feelings are astir just the same
We are us
You are me
I am you
Those last words..her voice changed; so did her breathing...
I could see her eyes...they were turning..her hands..her face and that sly smile appeared on her
"NO!!!" I screamed out loud. This insanity has breached my tranquil paradise. "No...no..no. How could this happen...I was so careful not to let it..not to..."
"You think you could escape it! You thought that you could let it be tucked away!"
Her voice was filled with anger...and then she placed her palm on my wet cheek and said in a calm voice,
"You really thought...that you, darling, could run away from yourself? We are united..we; we will be always together"
try to wake up try to wake up...t-try...t-to....wake u---up
~~~It was already too late. I took over my own self...I started to change. Every single inch of my body was rippling with the sensation of my own self changing.~~~
I came out of my bedroom into another room filled with all the people that want to control me; my family, my friends, the strangers on the streets even the government. They all stared at me with their eyes wide open, no one could let out a sound...
I smiled slyly and told them
"Welcome! To My Perfect Insanity"